Loretta Rothschild. Finding Grace. USA: St. Martin’s Press, 2025.
(In-house grab) Honor and Chloe are the wife and little daughter of Tom Wharton; they are at the Ritz Hotel in Paris for their annual Christmas visit. Honor and Chloe are among the guests killed instantly by a suicide bomber. A shattered Tom has to arrange their transport to England for burial in the plot Honor had previously chosen, to the discomfort of Honor’s argumentative French mother, Colette. Yet Honor, from the grave, in a literary twist becomes our narrator. Her good friends Annie and Lauren do their best to be supportive of Tom. When he receives news that their surrogate mother is definitely pregnant, his thoughts of suicide are replaced with joyful expectation of fatherhood again. After Henry is born, through an admin error, Tom learns of the woman who donated the egg for Henry’s conception—the anonymity of such fertility participants is normally, fiercely protected. This donor was specially chosen by Honor from oral interviews as the candidate most resembling herself.
Obsessed with curiosity, Tom finds that the woman is a wine shop owner and would-be sommelier, Grace Stone. Tom is stunned when he first spots her; Grace is the image of Honor. Instant love. The feeling never fades as he fumbles his way into her acquaintance, and it becomes mutual. But the longer Tom keeps messing up opportunities to tell her that she was the egg donor—she’s bonded with Henry—the worse her reaction will be. Once she agrees to marry him, he fears that she might leave him if she discovers his withholding; yet he continues to dig himself deeper into an abyss. Of all the caring friends around him, astonished at Grace’s resemblance to Honor, only Annie knows the truth. The characters are drawn in the author’s engaging prose with sensitivity and wit. Honor as narrator/match-maker is a brilliant device.
Tom’s household, or family, may never evolve the way he dreams of it. Not a crime novel per se, Finding Grace nevertheless creates an irresistible contextual suspense. Rothschild’s first novel is a memorable landmark tale of loss, grief, trust, friendship.
Bits
▪ He was deathly pale, his face cadaverous, especially in comparison with my mother’s, which had always resembled a carved marshmallow, plump and held high by finely sliced cheekbones, all carefully preserved with French moisturizers and a vampire approach to sunlight. (35)
▪ Among all the parenting books peppered around the shop, there was no guide titled How to Buy a Pram for the Surrogate Baby of Your Slaughtered Wife. (45-6)
▪ Tom slid his hand towards Grace’s until the sides of their fingers met. She glanced down at their hands and didn’t pull hers away. (114)
▪ “It’s not fair to Henry. Or Grace. You have to tell her. Otherwise I can promise you one thing, this is all gonna end in shit.” (184)
▪ He wasn’t well-versed in dishonesty. He was learning on the job that once a lie erupts, you forever live in the psychological aftershock. (191)
▪ My mother’s sudden desire to visit a few times a year now that I was dead was still unfathomable, considering she’d barely come when I was alive. (208)
▪ “Wait, you didn’t know? I thought Tom would’ve told you. Oh shit. I always put my foot in it.” (216)
Callie Kazumi. Claire Darling. USA: Bantam Books, 2025.
Claire Arundale tells her story in the present and her diary entries reveal the happiness of the past year. Fresh from celebrating their first anniversary and wedding plans, she learns by chance in the most humiliating way that fiancé Noah has been lying to her about his employment. He avoids her calls about it, disappearing, but Claire only wants their life to return to “normal.” Thanks to social media, where he had blocked her, she finds him in a nightclub to confirm that he’s been living a double life, that he’s always had another woman (when was he planning to tell her?). Claire’s heartbreak rages through wild emotions for days. When anger finally takes over, supported by her friend Sukhi, Claire decides she will figure out why the deception and what this other woman – Lilah – knows. For someone with incredibly low self-esteem, this is a major mission in bravery for Claire.
Claire confronts Lilah in her expensive home where Noah apparently lives, but does not get answers. Next thing you know—skipping a spoiler—Claire is on trial for a serious crime. Her legal aid lawyer Grosvenor has a tough job to counteract the character being painted by prosecution witnesses: Claire has been a selfish, mean, violent-tempered bully from childhood on (the opposite of what we’ve seen, but in fact, a perfect description of her now-deceased, narcissistic, cruel mother). Of course, the trial proceedings are intended to ramp up suspense but by this time, the constant segues to childhood episodes with a vicious mother lose their initial impact and place Claire firmly in self-centred, if pathetic, mode.
It doesn’t exactly hang together; for one instance, noticeable liberties were taken in courtroom scenes. The basic plot has legs but a bit overkill on Mother and self-loathing.
Scraps
▪ I have this fear with most people I meet, this overwhelming sense that I’m unwanted and driving them away without meaning to. (12)
▪ “What ... what do you mean? He does work here, he comes here every day,” I say, trying to keep my voice even and calm. (19)
▪ My blood runs cold as I pause at a photograph of him with his arm wrapped around a lithe blonde with dimples. (45)
▪ I’m sick of being Claire, darling. Mother was always in control of everything, I was constantly tiptoeing around her unpredictable outbursts. (63)
▪ I am going to get my fiancé back. (63)
▪ Why would Noah even have entertained the thought of being with me when he’s had her all along? And why take it as far as proposing to me? (88)
Mother
▪ “To even think any man would be interested in you. You’re pathetic, an embarrassment. No one will ever find you desirable ... you’re repulsive.” (82)
▪ The other part of me was terrified about Mother’s neurotic meltdown, that she might feel pinching my thigh wasn’t enough to satisfy her fury. (94)
▪ “If you leave me, if you move out and abandon me, you will live to regret it.” (132)













